Christmas is one of my favorite holidays. And I know this sounds unbelievable, but I really like giving gifts. It really makes me think about people.

& so many good things are happening. December is chock-full of wonderful things.

I just hope everyone has a good one, you know.

=/ I want to take steve out to breakfast/lunch/dinner on christmas day. I think that is all I want, is to find him on Christmas. I want to bring him cookies, and hot chocolate, and talk to him. I want to see him smile & hear what he has to say.

I want to hear what he has to say. ...there are times I want someone to want to hear me, and I would like to hear what he has to say. his thoughts, jokes, stories.

I wouldn't mind hearing his silence.

I love christmas, so much.